Laying in bed with my head against the wall. I want to badly to slam it backwards, hit it a few times, clear out the thoughts that refuse to go away. Bawling my eyes out until I have no more tears left is an option, screaming into a pillow until my throat goes numb, punching walls until my knuckles bleed..but I can’t do so. I refuse to sink that low. So, I lay here. Slowly breathing in and out. Counting each breath. Sliding my fingertips up and down my stomach. Whispering I love you. Closing my eyes and taking in the silence. And keeping my composure for the only thing that matters anymore; my baby. ♥
Justin Bieber//Boyfriend
(Source: chkostylo)
I’m SO sick and I need my baby here to take care of me<3
The love of my life is so perfect..<3